Not that I couldn't see it coming,
It was something I had long been waiting.
Never did I know it would be this hard,
Watching you go, tore me apart!
Thought it was unreal,
Assumed you'll always be near.
Loosing you was what I feared.

I held my head high, as I walked by your side
Tears welling up, I was dying inside.
You asked me how I was, and I mumbled,
 that I am fine.

There is,
No one to hold me when I am sad,
No one to admonish when I am acting bad.
No one to listen to my incessant chatter,
No one to welcome my crazy laughter.

I always knew what I wanted,
stood up for my words  & opinions undaunted.
Had goals and aims,wishes and dreams
But they too now have, deserted me it seems.
I still don't know why I feel this pain,
when I always chose to refrain.

You were sure, that time would heal
life moves on and better I would feel.
But its been a while, I have been hiding behind a smile.

To let you know,
Nothing seems fine.
for the first time in my life,
Guess I regret that decision of mine.

I am sorry I caused you a lot of trouble,
I know it could have been the best fable.
You tried your best, to make it work,
But I was busy reading Elizabeth Berk (:p)
I have nothing with me to explain,
No reason for the things I did in vain.

All I know is that am glad that we met,
The memory of us in my heart is set. (x)
All I wish is the best for you,
Loads of fun and frolic in the zoo! (rofl)